November 18, 2008UmmYeah, I dunno if anyones realized, but I haven't been on in a really long time. Sorry, I prob wont be again. Yeah... meh, What the fuck is wrong with you Abi? No ones going to read this anyways... i kno, but oh well. I just felt liek shareing, but I guess I'm talking to a wall...
Posted on 11/18/2008 6:43 PM Comments (0)
October 25, 2008Goodbye.Sorry. Maybe another time... Don't ask what this means because it obvious, if you can't understand then thats just to bad.
Posted on 10/25/2008 12:47 PM Comments (0)
October 8, 2008Considering this.I'm single. :P (no suprize there) Soo, flirt, or match me up or something, IDK! Just bleh, flirting is fun :D So, DOT IT! OR TASTE MY SQUIRRALY WRATH!!!!!(Don't ask)
Posted on 10/08/2008 6:52 PM Comments (2)
September 24, 2008This dude on my frineds list.Theres someone on my friends list that I'm starting to have a crush on... anyone wanna try guess who it is? If you're the person,....I'm embaressed, but w/e I'm so utterly bored! I'm sorry if I creep you out though.
Posted on 09/24/2008 7:53 PM Comments (16)
September 22, 2008Your Value.
Today in family studies we were mostly at an assembly, had to go threw it twice because my teacher was organizeing it, anywas after that we only had 10 mins and so she held out a $20 notes and said "Who wants this?" at frist a couple people raised their hands and in a couple seconds more did then she droped and it and steped on it and crumpeled it a bit and then picked it up and held it and said "Who still wants this?" the same people raised their hands again.
This was an example from her(better than the one she did in english) she told us the value is still the same, even though its been threw a lot. Then she said that even if we've been threw a lot, poeple have bullied us, put us down and stuff like that we still shouldn't feel like we are of less value. This has been on my mind all day, I think it could change someones point of view, or something else. Just felt like shareing.
Posted on 09/22/2008 1:52 PM Comments (0)
September 20, 2008BittersweetYeah, today was a bittersweet day, I got to spend time with my firnds at the mall, shopping had $80 when i got home, my mum yelled at me, she was pissed at something that happened when i was gone, then she said the cloths i get were ugly and i had to go return them torrow. :'( Whatever, I spent the last hour crying, she said a few other things to me as well. I have a heaach now, and I can't go to bed.
Posted on 09/20/2008 7:29 PM Comments (0)
September 13, 200869 Confesstions, stolen from mychmecalicegerarderomance.1.The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
Posted on 09/13/2008 12:43 PM Comments (0)
September 11, 2008Grr, stop with the fucking rumors!Before you read this I'd advise you to go watch the video of mine titled "A Day at school" If you have, you'll get exactly who i'm talking about. Everyone at school thinks me and micheal thinks are going out, its scary, micheal isn't even cute to me, hes kinda weird, and sometimes he annoys me. At family studies today he told everyone who I liked, grr! he can't even keep a secret, luckily that kid doesn't go to my school. I still wish he'd kept his damn mouth shut! Anyways, it starting to really annoy me, I don't want anyone to think i'm him gf cuz I wouldn't in a million yrs go out with him, he just not the kids guy i'd date. And this girl from geo calls us lovers, seriously, thats just gross. Peple need to mind thier own bussness and get a life, grr!
Posted on 09/11/2008 9:59 PM Comments (0)
September 7, 2008Its quiet, and boreing, and I wonder....Its been really guiet on here for me, no one henestly talks, umm yeah, I don't know why, I think I creep out people way to much, I can't help it, I'm being myself. School started, been pretty good, alreayd got a major assignment, going to start it on Monday, its due Frieday, my firned needs to send me pics of my old neighbourhood for it. anyways, thats so boreing, I got a bunch of other homework as well, but I finished it all yesterday. I sounds so lame right now, but my mind is so blanck and I cna't think of anything to say, Oh, I'm thinking of dyeing the tips of my hair and my bangs peroxside blond, I just wondering, will it look good on me, and no I'm not going to make it look emo, thats isn't my style. Anyways, any opinions? TALK TO ME PEOPLE!
Posted on 09/07/2008 2:54 PM Comments (0)
August 29, 2008Busy week and I don't know what to say...Okay so this weeks been so busy evryday i've been wakeing up and going out not eating in the morning, bleh. Today I get to stay at home and relax, tomorrow I'm going out again.... School starting so I won't be on as much anymore There tons of clubs I want to try out for... Espicaly the news paper and yearbook. I made a bunch of friends at orientation, I just don't know any of their names... Only one of them is in my class, my gym class, second semester. Everyone there is preppy... Kinda annoying, but yeah they're still my frineds... Everyone attening that school in gr 9 wasn't there yesterday so, maybe there are people like me, I'll find out on tuesday. This journal is going no where, and I don't know what to say. I feel so lost, I don't even know how I'm feeling... Oooh, I'm also going to try and start a gay-straight allience, the highschool near this one has one... so yeah. I can't wait to talk to Jordan again... I guess I'll just be his friend and see if hes interested. :) COOKIES ARE AWSOME!
Posted on 08/29/2008 1:12 PM Comments (0)
August 21, 2008Schools' going to start and there is this boy....Hes soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute! <3 I barely know him, but he seems really sweet! He lives down the street, and I'm probably going to see him loads, he isn't going to the same school as me. He goes to this Catholic school. I've talked to him before, twice acutally.... Anyway, I want him to like me.... I know being myself is the best thing... But, I need to do soemthing so he knows I like him, AKA flirt...... I suck at flirting so bad it isn't even funny! Any tips? Starting lines? (no cheesy pick up lines, those are lame!) Advice would really be apreciated! :) Thanks! On the side note: My relatonship with my girlfriend is going to hell, and I don't like her like that anyway, so I'm breaking up with her tomorrow...
Posted on 08/21/2008 6:18 PM Comments (6)
August 20, 2008Do this for me pleaseeeeee[1] Whats your Name?: pretty[] georgus[ ] id tap that [ ] i love u [ ] ur mi best friend! [ ] beautiful [ ] amazzzzing[ ] [20] how long have we been friends? [ 21 ] would u give me ur number? [22] any advice fer me?
Posted on 08/20/2008 12:25 PM Comments (0)
August 19, 200860 things a girl needs to know about guys.1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE) 2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. 5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-an 8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. 11. Guys get jealous easily. 12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. 14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. 15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway. 16. Girls are guys' weaknesses. 17. Guys are very open about themselves. 18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long. 19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend. 20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. 21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. 22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. 23. Guys will brag about anything. 24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. 25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. 26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. 27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships. 28. Try to be as straightforward as possible. 29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted 30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. 31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key. 32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. 33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. 34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. 35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. 36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." 37. Guys don't really have final decisions. 38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. 39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. 40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. 41. Guys like femininity not feebleness. 42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. 43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. 44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. 45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much. 46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. 47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. 48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. 49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. 50. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. 51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. 52. We don't like girls who are too skinny. 53. We love it when girls talk about there ass. 54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not .... 55. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours... 56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually. 57. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.. 58. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts... 59. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times. 60. When a guy sacerfices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
Posted on 08/19/2008 6:23 PM Comments (5)
August 15, 2008Sugar is yum, but you can't survive on it.This is, wheater you want it to be or not, true. Litraly and metaphoricly. You will eventualy die if you live of or sugar and junk food alone, or maybe get some weird ass health diseas. Okay so that isn't the point of this. (Well, duh, I said metaphoricly as well didn't I?) This isn't a rant or a poem or a song, just some thoughts of mine. (I know what I'm focusing on but I don't know where I'm going with this) Well, I'm going to start with what made me think about this. (Too much free time on my hands, I think to much) Well, I was makeing some green tea, and I genraly add sugar and lemon to it. this time, I only put a little lemon and a lot of sugar. When I tasted it it tasted awful, so I had to add more lemon. Okay, so, lets look at it this way, The sugars the good things in your life, the waters your life, the lemons the drama, and the tea flavour are the problems. You need a good balance of these to make a good cup of tea, and to lead a normal healthy life style.Of course there are people who have different prefrence with there tea, but you know what I mean right? This is just my way of compareing. Its also like, if you had to survivve on chocolate for the rest of you life, you get sick and the chocolate would get boreing. Like that, if it was always good in your life you'd bored and sick of it. You basecaly need drama, which is the flavour, with out it you have a plain life. Like Darren Shan(my fav author of all time!) said in his book Slawter "There are no happy endings as long as your hearts still beating your storys still going" So even if your 90, you'll have happy moments, troublesome moments in your life. Well Darren was reffering to a totaly different thing in the book, its actualy the same for us. (Even though most of us will probably never find a way to tap into out magickal side and fight demons, unless its video games and you're really good the first time, lol.) Well whatever, my point is, you need drama and problems in your life to make them interesting, orther wise you're a rather boring person. So, just look at them logicaly and try to make sence of them and solve them, don't do anything extrme when you're angry, you'll regret it later.(This also aplys if you're drunk). When you look back at them (this is usualy the case with me) you'll probably laugh at yourself. (Seriously, I laugh at myself all the time!) Well this obviously shows I have way to much free time on my hands, I need a hobby. Lol.
Posted on 08/15/2008 11:05 AM Comments (4)
August 14, 2008Song thingy.Step 1: Open up whatever MP3 program you use and add every song in your collection. 1, Boys call you sexy, and you don't care what they say. 2, Open your eyes, okay you okay? 3, She said let change our luck, this nights all we've got. 4, Its serious, I've got to find you when I feel this way you mesmorize me all the time. 5, Pretty girl is offering what he confesses is everything. 6, Can you feel that? Oh shit, sounding me in my sea of lonly. 7, Get physcho, I wanna get get physcho. 8, I know a girl, whos obsessed with a guy. 9, Oh girl these night are tall, I wish that I could spend them with you. 10, (easy) Its too late baby, theres no turning around. 11, Its been a while, I know I shouldn't have kept you waiting. 12, You wont come like the woman in suffering. 13, How can you see into my eyes like open doors? 14, Now I will telll you what I've done for you. 15, An old man, by the sea shore at the end of day. 16, Well, if you wanted honesty thats all you had to say. 17, Yeah its 4AM, in a speeding car. 18, Don't know whats going on, don't know what went wrong. 19, We, we're runin' threw the town. 20, I'll be comeing home, JUST TO BE ALONE!
Posted on 08/14/2008 8:54 PM Comments (6)
In My Heart. (Extreamly old poem of mine, but its my fav)Okay so this isn't my regular type of poem but this is definitely more meaningful than the other ones it is longer though The words of a broken girl expressed through none other than words of poetry. I love you all my friends but that special place in my shattered heart is still empty. Fix my heart to find the door to that special place. If you break it again it shatters even more but to fix it in the first place your threads much be strong the tape must hold and the Band-Aid must heal. Accept me for who I am and don't change me for the world. I'll give you what you want as along as you are there to receive it and as long as you are there to catch me when I fall and make sure I'm never lonely at all. Call me just to say "I love you" and make sure I'm okay. You'll be my night in shinning armour and forever in my heart you will stay. Whether I love you or I hate you I will always remember the good and the bad times that we had. I'll remember every time you looked into my eyes and said you loved me. You'd hold me in your arms and kiss me on my cheek and in a soft voice you'd always speak. How it all started I wouldn't care I would just love the fact that you and me were there. My feeling for you will never die for you once were or still are that very special guy This poem is for every guy/girl who ever had, has or ever will have a special place in my heart. Please be gental and handel me with care and lay me down easy so my heart dosen't break.
Posted on 08/14/2008 11:31 AM Comments (2)
ThunderStorm(Song)Shudders and chills
Posted on 08/14/2008 11:27 AM Comments (0)
August 13, 2008Another rant: Facbook Sucks. (I copied this from my VF, this is old)
I don't feel like makeing it long but, thats site just annoys the shit out of me.
Like seriously, in a month I get about 50 E-mails for random invites I don't care about. I don't want to take a stupid quizz to tell me what kind of a barbie I am. I don't like barbie. Shes a awful "role model" that gives little girls the idea that they have to look like sluts and act like airheads to be perfect, what SHIT! So anyway, I check my account like every three months, it lags my computer, and I only talk to one person there. I hate Facebook. Someone needs to hack its server and crash it!
Posted on 08/13/2008 4:54 PM Comments (4)
Pointless rant, on celebsI personaly hate most of them. A lot of them are posers, they act all nice and sweet in from of the cam, when in reality, they are stuck up spoilt brats. Fame comes with a price. The price is selling yourself out. You know that chick that adopts children? I don't remember her name, I think shes Brad Pitts wife, I'm not sure. She preppy, who gives a fuck? I think shes awsome! Why because she cares about the world. If you check half the celebs don't do any charety. I also like Hilary Duff, same reason. She spens time with sick kids and stuff like that. My opinion, you are free to voice yours, don't correct mine. Celebs like Paris Hilton have no reason to have fame, or fans. Also, Miley Cyrus and Venessa (I don't know her last name) are both going to be the future Lindsay Lohan and Britne Spears(except Britney can make listenable music)
Posted on 08/13/2008 2:02 PM Comments (9)
August 8, 2008Teens, Sex, and Witchcraft.
Okay, so I've been getting really interested in Magick. So, I read book and things like that about it try it out. I only borrow books from the library. This time I odered the book though. I opened it and read the Chapter Titles. There was one called "Let's Talk About Sex". I am just like "Okay.......". I don't think all teens are that interested in sex. It is mentioned in every teen book though, I don't know what it says though, havn't read the book yet. I am going to and post an update on here about it. There are tons of other stuff too. Pretty interestiong to me. Anyway, if you are interested in soemthing I post leave a comment and I'll send you details. :)
Posted on 08/08/2008 2:47 PM Comments (6)
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