Xblackheatprincessx's Journals

Umm

Yeah, I dunno if anyones realized, but I haven't been on in a really long time.

Sorry, I prob wont be again.

Yeah... meh,

What the fuck is wrong with you Abi? No ones going to read this anyways...

i kno, but oh well. I just felt liek shareing, but I guess I'm talking to a wall...

Goodbye.

Sorry.

Maybe another time...

Don't ask what this means because it obvious, if you can't understand then thats just to bad.

Considering this.

I'm single. :P

(no suprize there)

Soo, flirt, or match me up or something, IDK!

Just bleh, flirting is fun :D

So, DOT IT! OR TASTE MY SQUIRRALY WRATH!!!!!(Don't ask)

This dude on my frineds list.

Theres someone on my friends list that I'm starting to have a crush on... anyone wanna try guess who it is?

If you're the person,....I'm embaressed, but w/e I'm so utterly bored!

I'm sorry if I creep you out though.

Your Value.

Today in family studies we were mostly at an assembly, had to go threw it twice because my teacher was organizeing it, anywas after that we only had 10 mins and so she held out a $20 notes and said "Who wants this?" at frist a couple people raised their hands and in a couple seconds more did then she droped and it and steped on it and crumpeled it a bit and then picked it up and held it and said "Who still wants this?" the same people raised their hands again.

This was an example from her(better than the one she did in english) she told us the value is still the same, even though its been threw a lot. Then she said that even if we've been threw a lot, poeple have bullied us, put us down and stuff like that we still shouldn't feel like we are of less value. This has been on my mind all day, I think it could change someones point of view, or something else. Just felt like shareing.

Bittersweet

Yeah, today was a bittersweet day, I got to spend time with my firnds at the mall, shopping had $80

when i got home, my mum yelled at me, she was pissed at something that happened when i was gone, then she said the cloths i get were ugly and i had to go return them torrow. :'(

Whatever, I spent the last hour crying, she said a few other things to me as well. I have a heaach now, and I can't go to bed.

69 Confesstions, stolen from mychmecalicegerarderomance.

1.The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
A friend maybe,

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
ummobviously, who the fuck steals those things?

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
talker

4. Do you take compliments well?
Sure....

5. Do you play Sudoku?
Rarely

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
I doubt it.

7. Do you like to ride horses?
Sure, have only done it once though...

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Umm once

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
Monoply, i still liek it.

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
No, eww. Plus, hes technecaly a cheat, so i'd be worried that they'd cheat on me like they did with the person they are with right now.

11. Have you lied to get out of a date?
No

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Sure, as long as they didn't force themm on me.

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Umm.... Moveing on.

14. Use three words to describe yourself?
"Sarcastic, Spontanious & hyperactive"

15. Do any songs make you cry?
Runaway Love - Mary J. Blige Ft. Jay-z

16. Are you continuing your education?
Yeah

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
Nope, I don't plan to learn either.

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
My cell phone.

19. How often do you read books?
Like everyday, we have D.E.A.R. at school everyday(Drop Everything And Read)

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
Presant

21. What is your favorite children's book?
Cinderalla

22. What color are your eyes?
Black

23. How tall are you?
5'2, I know, I'm short!

24. Where is your dream house located?
idk

25. Do you have a secret fetish?
Yes, and I bet you'd liek to know, but i'm not saying.

26. Have you tried sushi?
Yeah, its pretty good.

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Nope.

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
They don't have that in Canada

29. When was the last time you were at Church?
Umm, never

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
The basement.

31. What's your favorite color?
Red.

32. Do you like mustard?
No, ("dude, it yellow!" Micheal)

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleep

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
People say my dad, but I don't see it.

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
15 - 30 min

36. Can you do the splits?
No, never tried and I don't plan on trying either.

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
Disaster Movie.

38. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
No, whats the fun of it if you already know whats going to happen.

39.What did you do for New Year's?
I don't remeber

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
No, people need to write better scary movies.

41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
Uhmmmâ�¦no

42. Do you own a camera phone?
Yeah, but its a piece of shit!

43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
No, honestly, who does that? I just hurts to go threw it an remember the good times.

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
Haha, far from it.

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
a

46. Do you like your middle name?
Nope, hate my name all together.

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
Mostley 4.

48. Do you like care bears?
Ewwwie!

49.What do you buy at the movies?
Tickets, ppopcorn and drinks.

50. Do you know how to play poker?
Nope, again I'd rather not learn and get addicted.

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
Yeah...

52. What do you wear to sleep?
My PJs.... What exactly are you poeple thinking?

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
I wouldn't know, its half way aroudn the world.

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
Umm, like 2.

55. Is your tongue pierced?
Eww, no!

56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace?
Nope.

57. Do you read myspace bulletins?
Rarely.

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny

59. Ever been to L.A.?
No but that would be cool!

60. Did you eat a cookie today?
no unforunatley

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
Sometimes.

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
Umm....

63. Do you hate chocolate?
Who the hell hates chocolate?

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
Me staying out to late wiht out telling them or my phone bills...

65. Are you a gullible person?
Nope.

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
Nah, I got friends!

67. If you could have any job what would it be?
Getting pain to be a bitch would be nice...

68. Are you easy to get along with?
I guess.

69. What is your favorite time of day?
Night.

Grr, stop with the fucking rumors!

Before you read this I'd advise you to go watch the video of mine titled "A Day at school"

If you have, you'll get exactly who i'm talking about.

Everyone at school thinks me and micheal thinks are going out, its scary, micheal isn't even cute to me, hes kinda weird, and sometimes he annoys me. At family studies today he told everyone who I liked, grr! he can't even keep a secret, luckily that kid doesn't go to my school. I still wish he'd kept his damn mouth shut!

Anyways, it starting to really annoy me, I don't want anyone to think i'm him gf cuz I wouldn't in a million yrs go out with him, he just not the kids guy i'd date.

And this girl from geo calls us lovers, seriously, thats just gross.

Peple need to mind thier own bussness and get a life, grr!

Its quiet, and boreing, and I wonder....

Its been really guiet on here for me, no one henestly talks, umm yeah, I don't know why, I think I creep out people way to much, I can't help it, I'm being myself.

School started, been pretty good, alreayd got a major assignment, going to start it on Monday, its due Frieday, my firned needs to send me pics of my old neighbourhood for it. anyways, thats so boreing, I got a bunch of other homework as well, but I finished it all yesterday.

I sounds so lame right now, but my mind is so blanck and I cna't think of anything to say,

Oh, I'm thinking of dyeing the tips of my hair and my bangs peroxside blond, I just wondering, will it look good on me, and no I'm not going to make it look emo, thats isn't my style. Anyways, any opinions? TALK TO ME PEOPLE!

Busy week and I don't know what to say...

Okay so this weeks been so busy evryday i've been wakeing up and going out not eating in the morning, bleh.

Today I get to stay at home and relax, tomorrow I'm going out again....

School starting so I won't be on as much anymore

There tons of clubs I want to try out for... Espicaly the news paper and yearbook.

I made a bunch of friends at orientation, I just don't know any of their names...

Only one of them is in my class, my gym class, second semester.

Everyone there is preppy... Kinda annoying, but yeah they're still my frineds...

Everyone attening that school in gr 9 wasn't there yesterday so, maybe there are people like me, I'll find out on tuesday.

This journal is going no where, and I don't know what to say.

I feel so lost, I don't even know how I'm feeling...

Oooh, I'm also going to try and start a gay-straight allience, the highschool near this one has one... so yeah.

I can't wait to talk to Jordan again... I guess I'll just be his friend and see if hes interested. :)

COOKIES ARE AWSOME!